分叉路口

经过了一年半的逃避，我又回到这决定性的分叉路口了。是物理系还是生物系呢？答案... 又在哪呢？



但两者都并不是我真正想要的........ 这只是我乱碰乱撞而踏入的不归之路，无法回头，因为半途放弃只会浪费我这么多年的努力。



我还能继续前进吗? (困扰T.T)

20th November 2008

i've finish my final paper for A2... n this marks the end of my A levels life... back to the same old question i asked myself when i finished my spm...

WHERE SHUD I GO NOW?

Hi again...... T.T

Its been months since i last blog n i duno if any1 is still viewing tis but after months of days n nites.... i blogged! n wif a bad news.....

Guess y i blogged?

For those hu're wif me probably knew wat bad news is it... for those hu duno...

I S C R E W E D M Y P H Y S I C S 4 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Get it?

My life sux! i've been preparing for A2 since ages n wat i hope for is a fair return of my efforts, but wat i encountered yesterday devastated my dreams..... I've done much revision for my physics n guess wat? i can't answer many of the questions yesterday!!! wat a horror!!!! criessssss....... T.T

i was emo-ing for the whole day yesterday... played games n slept... even took out chemistry n start revising... but i cant focus... my brain kept letting me tinkin bak abt the physics paper i did... how suck i did... criesssssss again..... T.T

physics 4 really torn my confidence apart... i dunno how to cont for the rest of the exam... 4 more papers to go... will luck b on my side(?) cuz i really hav to depend on it since i've alr lost confidence to use my own strength to get gud results d......

on the other hand, my brain n my revision skills r also among the factors tat made the mess too... start early cant rmb, start late cant finish+cant rmb... really wan to blame myself, blame my brain, Y ISN'T MY BRAIN FUNCTIONING WELL ENUF?????!!!!!!!

Ahhh, i jz hope tat my luck still haven't gone away n i can still get gud results for my A levels... CRIESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!! T.T